Wednesday, June 14, 2006

despondence(lost)

Confusion
Anxiety
Anger and
Pain
Despair
Hatred
Isn't it all the same?

Turmoil
Anguish
Pity and Revenge
Spurn

Condemn
When is it going to end?

Loneliness
Heart ache
Must I be disturbed?

Desolate
Forlorn
Will I always be alone?


Tuesday, June 13, 2006

pain

Beads of sweat
Racing
Falling
Running down my forehead.
All the thoughts swarm my brain.
The fear picks up.
Unbearable.
I'm so frightened;
the paranoia sweeps over my body like a giant wave.
Every day I have to fight what seems to be a losing battle.
But then . . . I look outside.
I see the colors.
I see the life.
I see spirit.
I know I can do this.

Sunday, June 11, 2006

the solitary teardrop

The solitary teardrop

When distance took its toll

When feelings where shattered

When conditions defeated humans

When every hurdle came my way

I let it fall

May be, it took my joys,

May be, it lightened my sorrows

May be, it showed my helplessness

May be, it changed me for ever.


But,

It taught me

to dare

A will to fight

A will to understand

A will to beleive


What was it?

A signal of defeat

An acceptance of fate

A new beginning

Or, a teardrop

That rekindled a dead soul to a bright ray of life…

Thursday, June 08, 2006

promise


I want the world to leave us be
I want the world to set us free
take my hand and smile
you can let those tears fall
I'll make it worth your while
and always give it all
through good and bad I'll love you
through thick and thin I'll stay
from the blinking of the sun
to the fading of the day
and in the night I'll hold you
until the sun appears
I'll take away your sorrows,
and cast away your fears
so let our love combine us
and let our spirits soar
just take my hand within you
and I'll love you evermore